The Beginning Of The End

"it is officially over. 6 months of attachments have finally ended. so much so that i have been waiting for this day anxiously, i left PMS with a heavy heart. at the end of the day, it is the bond that we have created with people that makes us really want to stay on no matter how sucky a job is. this attachment have definitely created a deep impact into my life and the way i look at life. at this stage now, i feel more of a complete person than before. be it in SSC or PMS, i must say that its been the most happening 6 months i have been through. ups and downs all the way. it has been an experience alright, a life-changing one too. right at this moment its like going out from one graveyard and jumping into another which is SCHOOL! people in the company always ask me, "so how? going back school soon right? feeling happy about that?" i just smiled and answered with a soft and hesitant "yeah..." because in my heart i know i do not want to go back sch either. there are pros and cons about working and schooling. i started attachments with a heavy heart (not wanting to go to work) and ended attachments with a heavy heart (not wanting to leave working life) too. overall like i've said 6 months is a long time for an attachment. firstly if you hate the job, it'll be a torture. secondly, if you like the job, then you will find it hard to leave the company. but i guess at the end of it we have to move on. so long SIP!"

tt was my last and final entry in the ejournal...attachment has ended....and hey i must say i left the company wif a tinge of sadness....wat made it worst was my supervisor who purposely made me work overtime on my very last day haha....he was goin like "no no u cant go yet....haha DO!!" so i lan lan sat and do man.....left work at ard 645pm wif him and sweelong....b4 tt i went over to my dept to take a look if there was still anyone ard but sadly to say all have gone home.....aint it juz funny?? started out attachments wif such a heavy heart and ended it the same way too.....but hell we have got to move on no matter wat i guess....and sch is gonna suck wif projs and stuffs and b4 u noe it, NS time!! haiz how time flies!!

oh and yesterday was the 26th Dec......seems like a deja vu of my bday, 26th Sept man (same date!).....elaborate on y?? i wont wanna haha cos history repeats itself.....the pple who "acted" this time round is practically the same cast which "acted" on my bday! oh my god! a few times i shouted "I GIVE UP!" on them but i juz cant haha....flung thrown *shakes head* hahahaha.....i can only laugh!! blackmailing exercise yet again man *grinzzz*