yeah!! finally finished my fyp...well for the presentation on saturday tt is...system still aint tt perfect cos there are certain issues we havent really touched on but at least we managed to complete the bare minimal...wooohoo!! and noe wat?? it feels tt damn gd again!! finally after a long long while i am smiling again...and for once after a long long time, my fyp grp actually sat together to discuss presentation...surprising indeed cos during those torturous times, only thing in mind was to complete the whole prototype and seriously speaking, i could not care much abt the happenings in the grp...was totally switched off but i guess now tt its over, i finally am shifting my focus back!! y the big "hoo haa" u ask?? well for one, i really thought i wont manage to pull this off at the beginning of the whole thing...and the fact tt me and nash actually sat down having a slow lunch at biz park juz now tells alot haha...server came crashing down juz now during the fyp session and it was pretty amazing wat the guys came out wif at tt time....in the outskirts of the reservoir they actually manage to have a capteh playing session, ant eating shit goin on for 2 teh-pengs and playing wif stupid coke bottle...haha come to think of it, it was pretty stupid...
Phew~~ in dear need of getting back to my beauty sleep...been sleeping at 5am for the past week practically every other day...but i guess after looking at the end result, it was all worth while...even though the system might look simple to some, only we noe the hell tt we've gone thru developing tt shit haha....kudos to us!! presentation's in 2 days....all the best Sham! haha...
was doin my normal rounds of blog hopping juz now and a particular entry from one of the blogs hit me....after reading it, somehow i felt i was goin thru the same thing....at times somehow i dun feel appreciated....my presence there was for mere presence, once pple have got to their own priority, i'll be cast aside...shitty....horrible....there r times when i do feel like so alone man....wanna go out, everyone bz wif own commitments....when finally go out, its not cos i finally managed to jio pple out, but its cos they r bored and nothing to do so thus asked me out instead as somehow they noe i'll be free....now how horrible can tt be? well hopefully things will change in due time....hope....
to add on to personal misery, i lost another 2 kgs...wtf! lost 5kgs in total of abt 1mth??? haiz....must be the stress level....dammit....need to start eating again....and someone suggested eating a whole cow! haha....maybe i shd....hmmm....feeling lightweight as ever man.....sucky....