Lost!

i've finally completely lost it! giving too much face wif nothing in return isnt tt gd an investment dun u think? y do i care so much for a place which doesnt even need my presence there? y do i give in to favours when they r nv returned? y am i still believing that something gd would happen out of this? y is it always me?

3 events planned. 3 events gone down the fucking drain. all cos of 2 "fun-filled" days.

u asking me to find cover? u got me into this shit and wan me to be a bustard and find others to join me in this shit? screw you! been helping u out and giving u face and this is wat i get in return? thanks for screwing things up for me man. and i mean alot. tts the last straw. u can kiss my ass gdbye whenever asking for help. and feel free to suck on it too.

mood: fucking pissed.