Wow!

you would never have imagined how much is the amount stated in my hp bill man. its freaking $5!! there is some change in the billing procedure or something and i only have to pay 5 bucks for this month's bill man. don't know whether it's correctly deducted from previous bill anot also. oh well but i'm not complaining at the moment since its only 5 bucks! haha. sekali wait next bill come 50 bucks, i freaking kill them man.

wahoo been a busy day since book out just now man. came home, sent my dirty laundry in for a good tumble in the washing machine and got ready to go out again with my family to go visiting yet again. somehow it ain't as exciting as previous years maybe cos a few families didn't join in the fun due to some personal reasons of their own. oh well but what hit me today was how the condition of my grandaunts and granduncles deteriorated over the past year. practically all couldn't see or recognise us properly anymore and we had to intro who we are to them. one couldn't see thru his left eye and is getting deaf in his right ear. talking about double combo. my great-grandaunt has also looked so weared out she looked older. haiz. we have been taking our 5 senses for granted don't you think so?? only when we lose them would we wanna appreciate them more. ain't it a wee bit too late??

oh im left with 2 weeks in BMT. excited yes, sad yes. couldn't believe myself saying that haha. did all that i can do in there except 16/24km route marches and learnt all there is to learn in BMT. what does the future holds? i have no idea whatsoever but roughly i think Sispec would be my next destination although i hate the thought of going in there. freaking anti that place ever since day 1 and don't ask me why. just hate it ahaha.

i think im a changed man now. i feel that i have toned down a lil and am a wee bit more quieter than i used to be. even my platoon sergeant thinks so. he says that i am only a passer-by of the platoon and that i am PLAYFUL! like wth. me playful?? like yeah right. the army camp is my playground and i come back after every training with sand all over me eh?! nonsense testimonial haha. but then again i do agree on the quiet part though. been talking less nowadays don't know why. lonely maybe? miserable maybe? tired maybe? haiz.

i shall stay home and have a gd rest tml man. been eating alot just now. went to 6 houses and ate at 5 of them. that plus those unhealthy carbonated drinks makes my throat feels funny man. dry like what. do this for a few more days and i might die from diabetes man! anyway i shall get on moving now. wanna watch movie man! anyone?? haha. meantime take care all!