Stressed!

a whole new day. a whole new beginning back in tekong camp? nahhh. that wasnt the case today. in fact the first day sucked. came in like some blur sotongs as usual. looked upon as if we were aliens who just landed with our bulky bags. my frens pulled their bags using the rollers like some stewardess thru the gantry. with the words "Welcome to Pulau Tekong" greeting us, we knew the day will past by slow. headed towards the MT Coy and the sai-kang started, even b4 we were interviewed by the CSM. when we finally managed to meet him, which was after our lunch, the first thing he said was, "how come ur hair so long?!". in my heart i went thanks alot for commenting and wonderful introduction of urself. our morale were already low and upon meeting him, it hit rock-bottom. that alone sums up the whole day which is not worth saying.

and so being down as i was, i called my gd fren out. but i didnt tell him much abt my fished up day, instead he told me he was stressed up trying to get thru to my other fren who apparently seems to be controlled by his gf a whole lot. every single movement must be reported to the gf and the gf has the last say on decisions like "shd i play in the band?". it is so much nonsense considering that he has been slowly drifting away from the group. that plus a few other issues which are not worth mentioning in here makes it even more evident that he is slowly being queen-controlled. the only time he comes to us is when he is having problems wif the gf. like thank you for coming back but thn again maybe we take tt back? i dunno wat he is thinking but he seems to be blinded by love to the extreme.

as if that wasnt enuff, i came back and logged online. chatted wif a fren and she oso seems to be having her own problems. she seemed pretty down that her frens are splitting apart as well and she complained that xmas seem so boring this yr. i have to admit that i do agree wif her man. xmas used to be a joyous affair but somehow this yr, everyone have their own commitments. a few wont be celebrating in singapore while some are too busy wif sch to be bothered. i hope there was a time-machine or something which can turn back time to when we were still small and looking forward to it with hope of receiving wonderful gifts. sad to say those will only remain in our memories and nothing more. just have the make the most of wat we have now.

now, after providing the listening ear the whole night, who is there to listen to me? -__- its back to the god damn island tml morning. damn! long entry cos i doubt i will be back online all the way till friday. saturday's the engagement and now tt im a so called driver, i might have to do a wee bit transporting of stuffs here and there. hmmm. well at least that's something to be joyful abt yeah? y? y? y? y is it that everyone seems so down when its a season to be jolly? oh but orchard is nicely lit with carolers carolling round the streets. actually whats lacking could be the snow eh? when snow finally falls onto us in singapore, well it could be the end of the world which also means the end of all worries??