Saturday, December 17, 2005

Familiarity

Got awoken by a dream. A dream of very familiar circumstances. It never felt good thinking about it. But when you are in it, shet, it can bring u damn deep down into the hell hole. Why does that issue always have to surface when things are looking like they are going smoothly? Why do most circum to the issue and take the easier way out? Is there really no other choice? Is it really impossible to go on?

I've seen it happen before and in fact I'm one of the bi-products of the union. Isn't that good enough? Its been a sensitive issue all this while but if only some of us can look at it with an open mind, perhaps things would have turned out the way we've wanted it to be. Been there, done that, but I would never want to tell my stories again cos its heart-wrenching to relieve them. Or maybe I just don't want to get stuck in those moments again.

Melancholic mood on a wonderful wonderful day. What a way to start it.

Some people can hide their true self, who and what they are from others.
But for how long?

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