Score!

People say that those who maintain a blog, usually blogs about a lot of troubles and worry that they have. They tend to have a lot of pent up anger and their only outlet of releasing them is through writing. I do believe that at some point in time, my blog was filled with very dark posts where only me, myself and I would understand what they mean. So much so that I don’t bother blogging out the happier moments and milestone events that happened in my life.

I supposed many of us tend to lose the plot about why we are here living the lives that we have and we tend to think that life is always against us. If only each and every one of us look at the positive side of things and the brighter side of life, then I do believe we would all be thankful that we are actually, alive. Having family and friends who bother about us, to share our laughter and joy in happier times and sorrows in bad times, make us whole.

Of late, I have been affected by a lot of external “noises” which affects the way I work and cloud my vision. The initial problem however was identifying what THE noise was because I haven’t been in this situation for the longest time. It was after some soul searching and self-reflection that I realized it was staring at me every other day. The worst part was, I seem to be doing its bidding and added on to the noise to make the whole environment a whole lot noisier.

One fine day, I decided that enough was enough and I became very determined to eliminate it out of my system. To shut out all “noises” and to concentrate on what truly matters. Truthfully, my system has no place for unworthiness, so I quit making space for it at the present moment. I’ve since thrown it to the back of the queue where it’ll be dealt with at a later time, at a later date.

Slowly but surely, I’m pulling myself back together again and it truly helps to have someone by your side who finally begins sharing your thoughts and somehow, miraculously, seem to grow in sync with it. I guess I have to agree that patience is a virtue and that if you are patient enough, good things will come your way, naturally.

For those who are caught in similar situations, my advice is it is time to step up and break away from insecurities, negativities and animosities. Life, be it happy or sad, still goes on. So why choose to lead it being sad? Don’t do it to satisfy others, but do yourself a favor. The ball is your court now, and it’s time to score!