life's been pretty boring man....been on hols since the beginning of May and really sat at home practically everyday....nowhere to go and no one to go out wif....tts life when u r single....sometimes really dun mind having a gf haha cos whenever u r bored at least u can call her and wont feel so lonely after all huh.....haha but then again maybe this is the chapter of my life....

oh i'll be goin on attachment next mth....gonna start work at Singapore Satay Club in Sembawang.....gdness its like a 45mins ride away from home but imagining travelling up and down for 6mths makes me sick man....arghhhh....the bus ride has no view or watsoever.....the working area is damn ulu but then all i can hope for is that i learn something new while working there....i somehow feel bad as b4 this i have somewat given my word to nick that i would be working hand in hand wif him for a startup...but then my tutor called and asked me to go for an interview at Sembawang, so i juz went down but i didnt expect to get accepted so fast haha....i was thinking tt after the interview would i make my decision whether to work for them or work wif nick...*sorry nick* haha....

oh on the day of the interview, coincidentally, nick held a chalet....it could be the last get-together we would be having as a class man....after this it would be 6mths working with no time for slacking man....the thought of tt makes me think whether i would regret not working together wif nick haha....cos if i were to work wif him it would be in sch and i wont be waking up so early in the morning to go to work haha.....it was nice to c most of my classmates at the chalet and nothing much has changed with most of them *in the aspects of gambling at least nothing's changed haha*....hope to c most of them again soon man......=)

they say tt when one chapter in our life closes, another might open....im afraid my heart seems to be opening up for another girl man.....but past experiences have taught me tt i have to take it slow so tt both our hearts would slowly open up and wont make mistakes if we ever were to get together in the future.....the prob wif this is tt im scared tt somehow or rather it could very much one-sided love.....my feelings might have developed to another level but hers?? she might still be looking at me as her fren and nothing more than tt....but someone did told me once tt these kinda feelings are more to be felt than said....so maybe, hopefully, the feeling between us would be mutual ya??